One requirement of being a nurse is definitely a strong heart. As much as you wanna love the patients, wanna care for them, you have to let them be independent, you gotta hurt them some day.

Why so emotional?
Because recently a friend of mind actually try to insert NGT on herself .
It is something I have never thought of doing and may never do it.
Immediately I thought of this grandma in my previous attachment .. When she feel uncomfortable with the NGT inside, she will yank it off.
But each time she pull it out, the nurses have to put back in again. And the most painful part is actually while inserting.
But what can we do ?

Probably when I'm sick I would rather just go instead of seeking treatment ..
Not only am I the only one going through the pain, my loved ones have to travel up and down to visit be there for me and work extra hard to pay the bills.. Isn't that more painful ..