October

In a blink of eye, October is here already. 

Lots of things for me to ponder, to plan and make decisions. 

Have been feeling a lot recently. 

It's like a cycle that kept repeating itself and I wonder why. 

Glad that attachment kept my mind off it but somehow I'm thinking even more about other things. 

What would life be like if I'm the one lying on the bed instead ? 

My friend and I both said we'd rather die earlier then to live longer in a sickly environment.