Hate how the words still affects me.
I hate it even more coming from you because I don't deserve to hear that.
Hate how I have to swallow my tears and not fight back.
Hate how youre so ignorant of all the hurt you've caused.

But I'm glad I did the right thing though, instead of nursing the hate. ( I always think about the times that he's unworthy of to make myself feel better and eventually hate him more )
But I went into my room, cried and ask God to help me to heal this hurt.
Which He really did and I'm glad I chose this step!
I felt so much better almost instantly. 😊