This course often put me into deep thoughts about what I would do with life.
What if one day I fall sick
What if I would not recover anymore.
Would I choose to save myself or just die naturally?
Also, would I rather know earlier then treat it or know it later when its not treatable anymore?

I think I would prefer to just go naturally.
Why wanna put myself in pain and waste the money ?
Maybe I would say otherwise when it really happens.
And maybe I would hang on to every last seconds.
And I would rather know later because I guess it would make me feel more comfortable.
More natural towards life I guess?
Its like when you know you are ill, you won't be yourself anymore because every thing you do, you would think twice.

Maybe I'm some one who doesn't treasure life like I should have?